~ ongoing..

Ehem.. boleh tak you tukar tempat ni dengan I..Mm..bukan apa, I dah terbiasa la duduk siniLuah aku sehemah yang mungkin. Releks Shikin... aku rasa mamat ni mungkin masih boleh di bawa berbincang. Tapi kenapa dia buat tak tahu je. Dia tak dengar ke apa yang aku cakap. Pekak ke..sengaja buat tak dengar. Sabar..sabar Nurul Ashikin. Aku duduk bersimpuh ditepi meja dan dia masih khusyuk dengan skrin di hadapannya. Gila. Boleh dia tak perasan aku dekat sini.



PAP!aku menepuk meja sekuat hati. Aku lihat dia seperti seperti sedikit terkejut dengan tindakan aku secara tiba-tiba itu. Headphonenya ditarik perlahan dan diletak elok di sebelah Macbook dia sebelum beralih memandang aku hairan. Aku menarik semula tangan dari atas meja dan membetulkan tudung aku sambil tersenyum. Haish, tadi berani sangat aku ni, sekali dia tengok aku macam tu..aku dah kelam kabut.


-CAKE HOUSE the series..!




Thursday, May 5, 2011

HeartSore Story~ (bukan entry biasa)

Ayat yang Berbunyi~ SeLaMat TinGgal.




Malaysian says Selamat Tinggal~ Spanish Adios~ french au revoir~ korean ahnyongikahsaeyo~ Japanese sayonara~ Italian addio.. ciao.. arrivederci! But Most understand G00d Bye.. am I right?!

It is short whether we say it once or twice. Hmmm.. the thing is.. do we really mean SELAMAT tinggal to that person? what we say n what we really mean?? Aaa.. tidakkah perkataan itu terlalu indah untuk diucapkan sementara hati dikunyah idea untuk menerima hakikat, maksud sebenar sebalik perkataan tu. SELAMATkah TINGGAL itu..? Is that BYE really GOOD n Wuargh...! apa cik oren mengarut. Uwaaa... nak pergi.. pergi la.. (pusing belakang, nyanyi lagu Sudirman; patah.. hatiku...membawa derita..merajuklah diri..) Isk3..apa yg penting, kenyataan tetap kenyataan. Either it's selamat or tak selamat.. tinggal tetap tinggal. tsk.. (pusing balik nyanyi lagu Dina n Zizan; selamat tinggal.. kawanku..tak mudah aku pergi o 0) Papai.. Be good~!





kepada pihak yg berkenaan.. :





!GO0d Bye, Go0d BYe!








The world most beautiful lie, goodbye, goodbye
The words from this torn heart, goodbye, goodbye
This 'GOODBYE', the words i cannot speak
Sick of love, sick of believing, it hurts! it hurts!
I really hate you, really sad, it hurts! it hurts!



Uwaaaa....!!



This is *goodbye, there is no other way, so goodbye
Hate to say goodbye, you, my love,
To resent you this way, with a beautiful lie, goodbye, goodbye
It's only me who feel your temper, goodbye, goodbye
It's only me who feel the warm of your heart, goodbye, goodbye
Really desperate, but confused of you
A word that I really have to say, goodbye, goodbye
To hug you really tight as this is the last one, goodbye, goodbye
Just like an old tape, stuttering while saying 'be happy', goodbye
Hate to say goodbye, you, my love, the first person to give my love
To resent you this way, with such a beautiful lie, goodbye, goodbye

Isk..isk



Goodbye, meet someone good, be happy
This farewell seems to be out from a drama scene
It's not nice to say hello to someone you eventually have taken everything from
Just like a child apart from their parents, that's how we lost our love
Right, With you, me too, have responsibility in this goodbye
In front of this love, we are the sinner
Don't cry you fool, i really am OK, however, live, and be happy
To meet, to love, to make memories, and to separate, really thanking you for all this time
I clenched my teeth 'cos of you, however, i'll forget you
This heart sore story between the two of us, goodbye, goodbye
Hate to say goodbye, you, my love, the first person to give my love
To resent you this way, with a lie, goodbye, goodbye







UrgHh...! WHAT A BEAUTIFUL LIE~!


cdt:heartsore story,wheesung.














5 comments:

  1. maap! maap..! maap..! lukisan xcantek.~~ hehee

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  2. cik oren ngah kecewa dgn someone ye?? huhu

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  3. ..isk isk isk,naper nie?...

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  4. whoaa..
    kenapakahh?
    eh, lukisan tu comel okeeeee

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  5. Hana: xde la kecewa sgt.. sedih la kononnye. (cheh!) ;)

    Just KD: xde la naper2 sangat. saje buat tunjuk perasaan sket.hee

    Zatie: saje oren gatai. Eh, comel ea. tenkiu..hikhik <-(senyum simpol sambil simpol2 hujung baju sikit)

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